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I had a way then losing it all on my own, I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown and I'm not sleeping now the dark is too hard to beat. I'm not keeping now the strength I need to push me, you show the lights that stop me turn to stone, you shine it when I'm alone. And so I tell myself that I'll be strong and dreaming when they're gone because they are calling, calling me. Noises, I play within my head. Touch my own skin and hope that I'm still breathing. I think back to when my brother and my sister slept in an unlocked place the only time I feel safe. I can't remember what I just did or how to get home, stop playing tricks with the one thing I need. Rings around my fingers, to represent the person you have forced me to become. Oh please. Visions I thought I saw, his gift was a curse.