spilt milk

It's hard to miss something that is smack bang in the middle of the road. I read all the signs while driving but completely ignored them all. I tried to race other players and ended up with the title. I did this until I crashed into a road block. Unconscious for a while and in a coma I fell. My names not Alice but I know how she felt when her world started turning into something else. I wish I didn't say a few things, I understand they were wrong, but I don't regret them. Come into my world I've got to show you, come into my bed I've got to know you. You've slept there many-a times before. You've been my fool before and the weighing machine says that your still it. No-one laughs at God in the hospital and no-one laughs at God in a war, so why don't we just end it, girl? Make it smooth, make me believe that your still love sick. Are you sick of love or sick of loving someone that doesn't appear to love you? I said appear, appear. I'll disappear. Help with the pain, give you medicine to keep your mind sane by feeing you my insanity.

God can be so hilarious, ha-ha. I'm losing my mind or it's lost me. It takes me 4 days to clean my room until I can feel clean. Candles burning in my room followed by the incense that combines with the smoke into my rolled up innocence that I am dragging away at slowly. They offered me survival, I said it's hard enough to live. I need to know where the line is and stop dancing on it. I need to stop teasing the devil and his friends before they get me. Next time I'll wear a seatbelt, I promise. Higher and higher, we're going to take it, down to the wire, we're going to make it, out of the fire, higher and higher.