hold back, stop, fast forward

The pieces! They fit together as if they've known each other for years. "Take that coat off and let me hang it for you, and i'll place it here." Gentlemen, yes. Tall for his youth age, confident, smile of angelic roses. I get lost though, thinking that maybe that coat that was hung for you was a genture of something, nothing along the lines of "i want to take you home and fuck the most unbelieveable fuck out of you", no no, nothing along those lines. Something ten times. Ten times what? How do I put it into words? I guess i can't really, unless i sat down reading the whole dictionary back and forth like i desire to read you.

My collarbones show, but not my cheeks. I want to scream, but I can only yell. Whats the difference? When people get murdered, do you think that God set their fate like that? When you dream at night is God telling you your desires and wants and only tempting them? Are the colours what you see, the same as what i see but we know the same name for them?

Theres confusion in the air, unknown feelings, unthinking feelings, denying feelings, stupid feelings. Mind conclusion? Fatal, baby, fatal.